Always
She’s been gone six months.
SIX.
A half a year.
It’s hard to believe.
It’s hard to imagine.
It’s impossible to come to terms with.
I think of her every day.
Throughout the day.
I WILL think of her every day.
Throughout the day.
Always.
We love you Maddie. We miss you.
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Kate @ UpsideBackwards on 07 Oct 2009 at 12:08 am #
Unbelievable. I will always remember that day. Here I sat, half a world away, crying for a family I will probably never meet, and anxiously scanning your blog and tweets for updates. I’m so glad that Heather and Mike have friends like you.
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pamela on 07 Oct 2009 at 3:38 am #
I remember the day very well too it was the day that I hugged my daughter really hard and sobbed for what seemed forever. Sweet little angel, you will always be missed.
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Al_Pal on 07 Oct 2009 at 3:55 am #
I remember that day well.
I remember where I was when I found out.
I remember holding myself together, because the people around me couldn’t be disturbed and couldn’t fully comprehend.
I remember crying a heck of a lot in the days and weeks that followed; being set off by blog entries and non-digital things, too.
I remember Maddie every day. And so, she is alive in our hearts.
♥
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AmazingGreis on 07 Oct 2009 at 6:38 am #
6 months is hard to comprehend! Maddie is never far from my heart.
I think of her, Mike, Heather and Binky daily.
We miss you Maddie!
XOXO
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toywithme on 07 Oct 2009 at 7:17 am #
I was not a reader of your blog until recently, however just hearing of the loss of a child can make any mom’s heart ache. Thinking of you on this day.
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avasmommy on 07 Oct 2009 at 1:00 pm #
That day changed me, and my life forever. I no longer take my beautiful girl for granted.
Maddie will always be special. Missed. Loved.
I hope it’s a sunny beautiful day for her, now and always.
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Lisa on 07 Oct 2009 at 1:10 pm #
Beautiful tribute. Maddie holds a little spot in my heart now and always.
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Amanda on 07 Oct 2009 at 1:38 pm #
I have never stopped thinking of the Spohrs and what a wonderful family they have. It’s mind boggling how people you don’t even know can change your life and make you feel something deep everyday. They are so lucky to have an amazing friend like you. At a time when so many are afraid to stay by and go through the ridiculous, emotional roller coaster, you are right there beside them making sure their beautiful daughter is never forgotten. We need more friends like you.
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Debby Pucci on 07 Oct 2009 at 5:25 pm #
My thoughts and prayers are with Heather & Mike. Everytime I see a picture of Maddie she is the sunshine in my day with her smile. Her smile is like no other.
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Katrina on 10 Oct 2009 at 11:25 pm #
Beautiful, beautiful Madeline. So very loved. So very missed! Always in my heart:)
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